Malaysia

And she runs up to me and says daddy daddy I wrote you something:

"Oranges are round

And so is the world

And im so proud to be you baby girl"

That’s whats she told me,

Staring her black pearly eyes into mine

And a smile that could illuminate satan’s dark soul

You could easily tell she hadn’t loss her innocence yet

I mean how could she? She was only 5 years old

And I dared any man to batter her soul

Constantly thinking back before she was alive

thinking about how unfair was I when I nearly took her soul myself

Even after my family said they would help

This pressure from me wasn’t ready to dealt

Constantly saying nah, im not ready for a child

Taking a life, I’ll do it, but I aint proud

Heard a tiny voice from God, but satans was loud

God said how could I want to become apart of that crowd

Satan said she’d make your life go down

So what was I to do. I was tied between the two

So I decided to go to. The woman who.

Created me

Still thinking back when she said

Selfishness only brings destruction to someone else

And I could tell her life was tumbling fast

Her. Who had her. Inside of her

I wanted her to take her out of her

And for her opinion I didn’t ask

Yes, her mother, her mother was the sweetest angel

Even when I was the most sour demon

Staying calm after my rebellious acts

Saying that inside of me is your semen

And we been saying that we would be here for each other through thick and thin

And now that its thick, your heart wants to become thin?

C’mon I need you to be a man. Be here for me and your daughter

I need you to be a supporter.

And even if you don’t support me, I need you to support her

Still thinking back

Still staring into her eyes. Reiterating her words

Her heart full of happiness, my heart full of hurt

You see in her eyes, I was the father below The Father

And she was almost daughter to became slaughtered

All because I didn’t want my life harder

Because I didn’t want to become a father

Thought I’d be living in strife

And the hardest part to swallow was she became the most important thing in my life

Saying in my mind “this shit aint right”

And her soft, mellow hands comes and wipes my eyes

And she’s says daddy im sorry, please don’t cry

And I tell her “no Malaysia, everything is fine”

In fact, I wrote you a poem too.

It says “sugar is sweet, and so is candy-and im so proud to be your daddy”